This Much Is Clear
Well, here we are two days before my first show. I don’t know how my loved ones have not just hung me by my toenails. I am a little stressed and am realizing what a perfectionist I am. In short, I have been a pain in the ass. I know, however, that I have learned to let go of a lot of things. I choose not to tortour myself (and others) the way I used to. I can only do the footwork and ultimately the rest is out of my control.
Through all the planning (food, wine, entertainment, promoting, marketing, etc.) one thing remains clear. This deep, tranquil knowing that my creator and I made a deal three years ago when I walked away from a self-destructive path. I didn’t know when or how but I knew that I was being elevated to a greater calling and that amazing things would happen in my life.The last six months I have been shown, in a magical way, the world we live in. I have felt my planet longing for me, my touch, my time, my presence and I couldn’t wait to bring this home. I am a messanger for our earth, and how she rejoices in us and wants to show us her love.
All this is clear, I am loved, provided for, taken care of and in alignment with what I was put here to do.
So I am absolutely bursting with exitement to share this work with you, my fellows….my friends. All is well.